In a meat eating world...

I haven't blogged recently, so here's a quick rundown on ones life at the moment:

Vegan thing went a bit bad a few times recently. Today I felt really sick after eating a veggie and bean wrap from tesco's. That'll teach me for not looking at the label! Also I need to find decent vegan biscuits....I miss biscuits alot.

Work is v.dull. Not much to report to be honest. It keeps me sane though. Staying in at home was driving me crazy.

I've been thinking on and off about going back to college to do an NVQ in Hairdressing recently. To be honest I can hardley wait to get creative and start learning again. I filled in my application form and posted it today, so fingers crossed I will here something by the end of this week.

Going to London on saturday to spend my redundancy money on some nice new clothes

Really missing my friends at the moment. We all seem to be so busy and finding a spare moment seems to be a nightmare for us all

Anyways, i'm off to bed, I will write something more interesting next time!
x.

Fucking Ai man!!!

Hehehe...I gots me....a temp job! Starting Thursday for four months...schwing schwing!

*ahem* Im a bit happy Thank God I dont have to spend another day at home on my own. I despise not having a job. I have to go to my old job to get some stuff tomorrow, but other than that, its see ya in hell feckers!

Its only for four months, but at least it gives me some time to think about what I want to do and the next step to trying to sort my bloody life out.

Tomorrow Im going to the thai restaurant with B, K, boyfriend and his friend M. I cant wait! I am so so so happy that i'm going to spend some time with these wicked people.

Things are looking a tad better right now.

And I guess if things could start looking up for, then they could start looking up for anyone....

X.

Moan off's for this weekend:

1) I felt like I have done nothing this weekend...no...wait...I have done nothing this weekend. Apart from feel sorry for myself as I havent got a job. I have also eaten too much junk food (vegan of course!)
2) I ache all over. From playing on the new Wii Fitness thing. How terrible is that?
3) I am suffering from bad bad bad stomach pains as I have overdone the beer, fizzy drinks and shite junk food I have eaten.
4) I still have not sorted out my mam's birthday present...Oooopps!
5) I need to get up early tomorrow to sort out a temping job.
6) I have to go into work on Wednesday so they can discuss money and all the other redundancy crap.
7) Im skint already.
8) My sleeping pattern has been disrupted.
9) I HATE MOANING OFF!!

I saw K on saturday, we went on a shopping trip for quite a few hours. I brought some vegan shampoo which is gooorgeous, and K brought hair extensions. How boring are we?! At least I got to see her again. I've been missing B and K alot recently. I know things have to change in lives, otherwise it would get a tad mundane. Alot of stuff has changed in all our lives over the past few months. B has now gotten into a relationship and has progressed at work, K has gotten a new job which she adores. Me on the other hand, jeez I got made redundant...how lame is that?

You know you get to that point in your life when you just feel like everything that was safe and stable has just crashed and burned and you dont feel so secure anymore? I also feel like there's nothing to look forward to. I feel like that alot of the time at the moment. I feel very lonely right now.

I dont really know what to do with my life or myself. I wonder how things were meant to work out for me, I dont see a future for anything good right now.

Maybe i've just got cabin fever? I haven't worked for two weeks! Must be cabin fever

Last night was greeeat! Just what I needed to get me out of 'that funk'. Went to Camden with my brother and B. It was such a funny night. Had some Thai food (yummy!) at Camden Market and it was pissing it down. My bro and I mooched around the stalls but they were packing up early due to the thunder and lightning.

We hopped on the trains to meet B at Liverpool St Station. There was a scary girl on the tube that would just not stop looking me and brother up and down (we dont look THAT scary when we are out and about!) It was beginning to make me feel uncomfy. All three of us then went back up to Camden and went straight to the Barfly. Its a great venue, but really small. We missed the first band because we were downstairs chatting random crap, as you do! We went upstairs and I had to check out the loo's....well....gross...! One toilet out of three actually flushed, no soap and the taps weren't working either....!!

The second band, The Wallbirds, were amazing! I started dancing to them as soon as the drumbeat kicked it. They were so great! The band that we went to see, Hijack Oscar, in my lowly opinion, weren't a patch on The Wallbirds. If a band doesnt make me want to even tap my foot, then I dont think they're a decent band. Apparently Hijack Oscar were on some talent show thing on E4? Anyways, we all had a few beers, then the lads decided to have shots, which soon got them a bit tiddley.

When the bands finished, my brother wanted a cd and a few piccys with the bands, to which I gladly obliged. Bless him. When we went outside, my brother pounced on the Wallbirds, poor boys and another photo had to be done! We chatted to the guys for a bit and had a giggle with them, then we mooched back up to the station and I saw FALAFELS! I got v.v. excited, and the guy put three falafels in a pitta bread and lots of salad and thai red sauce. Delicious!

We then got into Liverpool St Station and there were no pubs open....we almost cried! We ate some chips and onion rings (yes, yes I know I said I wouldn't, but I was pissed and hungry and there was nothing open!), B and my brother had a burger....then they got a pasty each (I had a diet cola!) and we headed to our train. We got home at about 12:35ish, tired, thirsty and happy.

You cant beat a night out like that!

FALAFEL:

THE GANG:

THE WALLBIRDS (with a few extra bandmates!):